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Butterfly Kisses
 
   
09:52pm 15/01/2008
  first day of school for me today.

10-12 social pysche, sat with suriana, the lecture was ok.

tomorrow having my storytelling and intro to computing lectures and tuitin straight after. 

yuck.

thu & fri are my evening level four mods.

yawnz. 

i am turning into stone.
 
     
Butterfly Kisses
 
   
12:47am 13/01/2008
  happy belated b'day to my cousin, aliah (since she seems to be wishing herself happy birthday) :p

anyway, did not win the stompaids thing :( 

but did have loads of fun!

tcc with rahimah - we had 3 different desserts... nutello, this coffee with ice cream and choc chips and this pretty strawberry thing. if i am free will upload pics.

then they were having a real cool "walk thru" with audio, aids exhibition - there are 3 different "Tracks" with 3 different stories all related to aids. at the end, we (me, may and rahimah) did the annoymous AIDS test!

earlier the day had the LBKM flag day thing. i set up all on my own and feel proud about it! able to figure how to open the bloody heavy table!

fri had my first tuition session with the 2 new students, they are so adorable! but i forsee hardship in the future :( boring boring boring!

money running out, i am avoiding body shop and la senza.... and anywhere with yummy desserts!

feeling a lil down... maybe drank too much coffee stuff.. so having the downside of it :( 
 
     
Butterfly Kisses
 
   
12:04pm 10/01/2008
 

okies still am sick :(

been sick since sunday, so that's 5 days (my maximum is 7 days, an indicator i really have to see the doc real soon). went out on sun & tue anyways, coz was so bored at home. 

closet cleaned & recategorized :) so left to decide whether i want to throw away past notes and textbooks. i realized that i might need a bookshelf! the ones ame has at her home (study room).

a list of my wedding/open house gifts:

(1) 2 high book shelves & 2 beanie bags - ame/hali/juni

(2) baking & cooking utensils plus a posh dining set - iap peeps

(3) artsy clock for the living room - iskandar

(4) large 4m by 3m mirror for the living room - fadzrun

(5) Toshiba pink washing machine - my future mother-in-law

(6) water filtration system - my parents

(7) an acrylic drawing board where messages can be written and erased - rahimah

(8) electronic dustbin with sensors (it can sense your "hand" throwing something and will automatically open) - gwen & mei

(9) shoes compartment from ikea OR super multi purpose vacuumn cleaner - fatma & shafi (still pending, undergoing discussions)

the theme is Mediterranean, so warm colors like red, orange and yellow for the toilets, living room and master bedroom/walk in closet. 

study room and guest room will have those cool pastel colors like blue, green and white. 

my kitchen will look like martha stewart's talkshow kitchen, with hanging pots and pans :) or maybe i will go minimalist hehe...

 
     
Butterfly Kisses
 
   
03:40pm 09/01/2008
  Deal or No deal HUNKS

Okays, I think most of them look horrible on still pictures. I prefer them on the beach with tops off I suppose.

Anyway, can't wait for that special edition. Anyone knows how to join as a participant in this game?
 
     
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08:16pm 08/01/2008
 

okies a random entry.

i am trying to clean my room now. suddenly tot about the entry that fatma blogged on shafi getting down on his knees and scrubbed the floors instead of using the mop. i ALMOST wanted to do that, but yea, i am still sane.

i have 2 examinable mods and 3 non-examinable mods this coming sem. it simply equates to disaster at hand.

have not been feeling well lately. but had a blast meeting with dear friends continuously, a couple days back.

this saturday, am helping out at lbkm and then afterwards have my stompaids results thingy.

10,000 yes/no? *prays*

okies, remainder of nus life aims:

(1) get an internship

(2) join ONE more external competition

(3) save up tuition money

(4) get driving license

(5) relearn how to swim

(6) maintain/increase my cap by 0.13, hey i AM realistic! technically, i have to get all As, even for that minute increase... bummer

oh just realized, muruku has gone to Ohio USA three days ago.

and 

happy belated bday shikah... sorry, was totally down with flu, so my world went into a standstill.
 
     
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09:38pm 04/01/2008
  Had a get together with Ame, Hali & Juni. Was great! Met at Ame's house around 10am (okay I arrived late, at 11am) and then watched 8 Mile (that Eminem movie) whilst eating the scrumptious breakfast prepared by Ame (Eggs with herbs, bacon strips, corn bread - I think and this potato thingy). We just slacked around (and I almost forgot to pray Zuhur!) and finally got our butts out of her house by 5.30pm, along with Yusry to Parkway Parade. 

It was raining real heavily, Yusry used my hot pink umbrella and the girls shared two to an umbrella. We ate at Banquet (I ate sea food hor fun) and then walked around Isetan for a while. Then parted, Halija and I took 43 back to Serangoon and I sent her off at another bus stop to take 101 back to her house. 

It is nice to just have girl chats together.... miss doing that! It is not the "gossipy" type, but more about our deepest fears, dreams and happenings in life.... I love them :)

Tomorrow going to meet my IAP peeps. They are another great bunch of friends... we may not really talk about our secrets and personal thoughts sort of thing... but we always have great fun and laughs when we meet. I can't wait to meet them! We are having "Tea" at J's Wok and Grill, somewhere in Bedok North Street 3 and then for dessert, going to my ever famous, The Cheesecake Cafe. Superb! Hope we will not get lost though.

My boyfriend (and future husband), Ehsan is a Shiite (and I am not). In the view of the mainstream Muslims in Singapore, "that" branch of the Islam religion is seen as rather deviated and to a certain extent "wrong". However he is an immensely wonderful human being to ever exist in my life. Our love is quirky, sincere and nice. No one should make any judgments without knowing who the person is really like. Come what may, I will not leave him. A conscious decision I have made and will keep to. I predict enormous challenges, but GOD will not burden me with things I could not handle. I pray that HE will show us the way and make us better individuals.
 
     
Butterfly Kisses
 
Sky Venture - Genting Highlands   
10:32am 03/01/2008
 

Flewwww 
Flewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
 
 
     
Butterfly Kisses
 
   
04:25pm 02/01/2008
  I love this old comedy sitcom, it makes you feel good all over: 



How was 2007 like?

A pretty great year. Just one major sad memory, but should not make that to overshadow all the good times... Enjoyed BOTH my school vacations. Have the man that I truly love with me. Parents pretty much leave me alone to do my own things, which is great. School's fine with wonderful pals around, but still as crazy. 

New Year Resolutions:

Jog.

Use my reliever inhaler consistently.

Not spend too much on Body Shop. 

Wear my boots. 

Relearn how to swim so that I can go for diving lessons. 

"Find" money to save up for driving lessons.

Note to myself:

Need to decide whether I should become a teacher afterall.. 2.5K per month is A LOT for a starting pay...

I want my Switzerland honeymoon.


 
     
Butterfly Kisses
 
   
11:37pm 30/12/2007
 
mood: tired
I can't believe that I actually did those super long qn/ans memes... took me around 40 minutes or so... 

Being back in Singapore is pretty alright. I have to keep reminding myself that Starbucks here is not halal... restrain thyself.

Not going to meet Ehsan for around 3 weeks, he has some major Bedok camp project going on. 

Shall wait for our daily 11pm calls then :) 

Maybe I could surprise him with something nice. But I will be needing money to do that... haiz...

I am so going to miss my Captain Kopet cum Soldier Boy... :( :( :(

Does being a Shiite/Sunni/whatever, really matters? As long as one believes in the Almighty GOD and Prophet Muhammad mpuh, all others do not matter right? It is simply culture and history. You have to be there to know the truth but since most of us are  not, we have to pretty much figure how things should suit us (without harming ourselves and others that is and also without ignorance, certain things you need to work for it and learn more about it).

I am on draft 3 of my preNups :) 

Aim to run 15 rounds around the basketball court every morning and use UZap... and moisturize every night before bed.

Tomorrow am meeting Shikah for lunch and window shopping... then I think on either Tuesday or Wednesday I am going to have my Bourne Marathon (Identity, Supremacy & Ultimatum).

Yeay!

Oh drats, need to start making school timetable AGAIN... bummer...  

My dad told me to "give in" and talk to my ex-sister once again. I think it is pretty silly, it is SHE who does not want a younger sibling. So why should I care? So sick and tired of her facades. Be nice to us only when she feels like it and easily blame us when things do not work her way. I think I can never forgive her, although everyday I tell myself to. She is not worth my love, respect nor concern.  

My love is not THAT cheap. The spaces in my heart only belong to deserving loved ones. She has never been one and will never be one.

Oh well, at least now we know who is not going to attend my wedding or be an aunt to my children :)

WooHoo...
 
     
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02:24pm 29/12/2007
 

1. What did you want to be when you were young?

Astronaut


2. What's your favorite type of music?

Jazz.

3. What do you spend most your time doing?

Watching cartoons, being online.


4. Would you rather stay at home or go out?
Go out.


5. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?

Mary Brown (hahaha…MB darling, but its only available in Malaysia…)… okay it has to be BK then, coz I dig the burgers.


6. What is your favorite fancy restaurant?
Fancy in my standards – then I have yet to go to one. I so want to go to Fullerton’s hotel restaurant by the riverside.


7. Are you a farmer?

One day I will be.


8. If you could marry anyone who would it be?

Jude Law… haiz okay, Ehsan then.


9. How much do you think about the opposite sex?

Pretty much.  I think of girls a lot too…

10. What's your favorite toothpaste?

I like the kid’s strawberry flavor.


11. What kind of grades do you make?

Substantial ones.


12. If you could go anywhere where would you go?

Milan or anywhere European.

13. How many people do you live with?

Mum and Dad make two… fishies not included coz they are not people.

14. What is your favorite sport?

Soccer watching.

15. How many kids do you want?

Max 4. I have to be realistic. I do not want to tear my cunt with idealized 20. Okay, I know can adopt…

16. What would you name them?

Amsyar Amani, Amsyar Waizuri, Nurmi Ertika, Nurmi Arinny


17. What color lip-gloss/lipstick do you usually wear?

Body Shop, Maybelline, random ones really.


18. Coke or Pepsi?

Neither. I prefer Lemon Tea…

19. What's the last thing you bought from a Pharmacy?

Shampoo, the travel ones…so small and cute.

20. Have you ever been in a car crash?

Motorbike accident, yes… just the skidding type.

21. When do you usually go to bed?

When I am sleepy, usually after prayers, brushing teeth, chatting online and moisturizing myself.

22. What's the worst thing you ever did?

Countless, I cannot remember the worst.

24. How many friends do you have?

A lot of acquaintances… A gang-ful of crazy ones… A handful of trusted ones.

25. What's your greatest accomplishment?

Not yet there. Maybe perhaps when I am about to die, I might be able to answer that.


26. What do you plan to be when you're older?

Travel the world non-stop.


27. What's your favorite PJ's?

Old comfy tees and airy long pants.

28. What's your favorite thing to do?

Doing nothing.

29. What color hair do you have?

Black, with slight dark brown shade under certain lightings.

30. Do you sing well?

It will chase the rainy clouds away.

31. Have you ever been in love?

With Ehsan J My kepot soldier boy.

32. Would you eat a cockroach for $500?

If I am THAT desperate for moo-lah. But for now, I will endure giving tuitions (which I currently do not have any, bummer)


33. Are you afraid of the dark?

Nope, I cannot sleep with the lights on. Being in the dark is actually fascinating, your eyes will have to adjust to your surroundings and you will see the world in a whole new way.

34. Are you bored?

Yea, ate a heavy lunch, trying to help it digest a bit somehow.

35. Where's the last place you've been?

Hmm? To the moon and back.

36. Do you wear a lot of black?

Pretty much altho I do not really fancy black. But black is a flattering color you see…

37. Do you get along with your parents?

Pretty much.

38. What color are your eyes?

Same like the hair.

39. Do you live in the country, suburbs, or city?

Suburbs. But then again Singapore is a CITY…

40. Most painful experience?

Like the ouchie type? Accidently scrapped my leg with a razor – 30cm long scar on the way.

41. Most happy experience?

Too many. Ask me again when I am dying.

42. Have you ever been stalked?
Erms, if I know I am being stalked then I am no longer stalked. But I enjoy stalking people.


43. Have you ever egged a house?

Sadly, I do not lay eggs like chickens.

44. Do you go hunting?

For men? Nah… no time for that.

45. Do you support PETA?

Maybe yes, if I knew what it meant.

46. Do people think you're crazy?

Crazy insane, not really…. Crazy weird, definitely.

47. How many people on your msn?

A lot.

48. NHL or NFL?

I would prefer Champions League.

49. Do you ever scream into a pillow?

I hardly scream… unless I am on a roller coaster ride or am really angry, will scream into the face of the person I am angry at.

50. Have you ever drowned a fish?

How do you drown a fish?

51. How many songs do you know all the words to?

A lot.

52. Do you listen to The Beatles?

Yea, they are cool.

53. Do you listen to Eminem?

Sure, but do not really fancy raps.

54. Do you know anyone who thinks they're Eminem?

Hahaha…


55. Do you read books often?

Pretty much.

56. Do you strive to fit in?

Never.

57. Fave gum?

Haven’t had one in ages… any as long as I can blow bubbles.

58. Do you snore?

Nopes.

59. Are you afraid of thunderstorms?

Not really... only if I am all alone and with no umbrella… I think lightning is the frightening factor, not really the thunder sounds.

60. Do you care what you look like?

Yea, I like to look good. But sometimes I simply do not care.

61. Is your hair color fake?

Never dyed before.

62. What are you wearing?

Tees and pants.

63. When's the last time you talk to anyone?

A few minutes ago with my dad. And online with Mark.

64. Do you 'fall in love' easily?

Perhaps.

65. What's your best physical feature?

My hair but on second thought, perhaps it is my naughty twinkling eyes.

66. What attracts you most to the opposite sex?

Wit, nice abs, must be nice smelling, listens to my needs.

67. Are you picky about who you date?
I do not really date, I just go out with friends.


68. What's your favorite cologne?

Erms… I like CK Men’s perfume… hate cologne.

69. What's your favorite perfume?

Am using Guess, Escada, Gucci (ENVY) & Armani White.

70. Do you like roller coasters?

Yeah!

71. Have you ever flown in a airplane?

Yeps.

72. Do you have 'big' feet?

Ehsan feels so but girls these days have huge feet.

72. Do you wear make-up?

Yeps, its fun to draw on your face.


73. Have you ever gone bungee jumping?

One day.

74. Ever been to Paris?

One day.

75. Do you believe in Vampires?

Nopes.

76. If you could become a Vampire, would you?

Yeah!

77. Would you call yourself normal?

Maybe.

78. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

One day.

79. Have you ever stolen anything?

Maybe not, I cannot remember.

80. Do you eat seafood?

Yeps.

81. Have you ever been drunk or high or both?

Accidentally tasted alcohol before, became really high and happy. Usually chocolate and sex could pretty much keep one high.


82. Ever drove while drunk?

Not yet?

83. Do you drink a lot or at all?
A lot.


84. Have you ever lit yourself on fire.

Nopes and hopefully never.

85. How many people do you trust with your life?

Not many.

86. Are you considered intelligent?

Yeah pretty much.

87. Are you considered a nerd?

Never.

88. Do you talk on the phone a lot?

With close friends and Ehsan, yes. Mostly online chats or sms.

89. How often do you take a shower?

Often enuff… twice daily.

90. What kind of body wash do you used?

Body Shop.

91. What's your favorite candy?

Dark choc.

92. Ever got a detention?

Never.

93. Ever been suspended?

Never.

94. Better: Punk or Prep?

Prep.

95. Ever blew a beverage out your nose?

I think yes.

96. Do you like jaw breakers?

Hmm?

97. What color is your room?

Lavender, pinkish.

98. What do you say a lot?

It depends who I am with – usually it will be “yeah I know”.


99. What's your best personality trait?

I am nice, really.

100. What's your worst personality trait?

I am manipulative… haha… okies, maybe I procrastinate a lot but who doesn’t… oh wait, I hate competition… maybe I am vindictive… I do not know.

101. Do you have any medical problems?
Eczema, asthma…


102. Are you listening to anything?

FM 98

 

103. What's the last movie you've watched in Theatres?

AVP2.


104. Who is your best friend?

None. Maybe Ehsan. But I think it is Hippo.


105. Who do you get along with the best?

Ehsan & Hippo.

106. Who do you fight with a lot?

Should be my mum – because I tend to meet/see her a lot… hahaha..

107. Have you ever been in a fist fight?

Had that fist competition with Ehsan before, I won the last match.

108. Do you talk too much?

Not really. I think more or not think at all.

109. Ever fell asleep in class?

Of course.

110. Sneakers or open-toed shoes?

Both.

111. Can you do a cartwheel?

No…

112. Ever been camping?

Yea, a lot.

113. Shorts or jeans?

Jeans.

114. Double dates or just the two of you?

Just the two of you. I am selfish.

115. Do you go to camp?

Yea.

116. When's the last time your parents spanked you?

A long time ago.

117. Can you rhyme well?

I hate rhyming poetry.

118. Have you ever belonged to a gang?

Nopes.

119. Know people who belong to a gang?

I am not to sure.

120. Do you smoke cigarettes?

Nopes, asthma.

121. Indoors or outdoors?

Indoors if its not too hot and outdoors if its not too hot.

122. Have you ever gotten beaten up?

Nope.

123. Do you know how to cook?

Nopes but I believe if I could cook, I would be a great chef.

124. Do you know how to do laundry?

I have forgotten how. So, no.

125. When you get a pizza, how many slices do you eat?

Hehe as many as I can :)

126. How tall are you?

Average and normal.

127. Do you consider yourself too fat/skinny?

Average and normal.

128. Do you watch the super bowl?

No.

129. What's your least favorite color?

Green.

130. Have you ever faked being sick?

Yea.

131. Ever done something illegal?

Maybe.

132. What's the longest you've stayed up?

3 days straight.

133. Are you afraid of dying?

Hmm… you are afraid of dying if you have done a lot of sins and wrongs.

134. What's your biggest regret?

Live life with no regrets.

135. Ever picked up a hitch hiker?

Nah, I can’t drive.

136. Is your name on any bathroom walls?

Oh maybe I will put in my own bathroom walls.

138. What annoys you most?

Someone farting in an enclosed public area.

139. Favorite scary movies?

The Ring… I tend not to try recall any scary movies I have watched…

140. Favorite action movie?

I have watched too many with Ehsan that I have become desensitized… it has to be Bourne Identity…

141. Favorite romantic movie?

Love Actually and Pretty Woman.

142. Do you have an accent?

No. But I think I will pick up some for fun, one day.


143. Who is your role model?

No one.

144. Do you like surprises?

YEAH!.

145. What's the ideal age to die?

I think death is a surprise too.

146. Do you like to dance?

If its with close friends, then yea, its fun to look silly.

147. Ever took ballet?

Nopes.


148. Bold or pastel colors?

I like to sleep with pastel colors but I like to look/wear/carry things that have bold colors.

149. Do you still wear Tommy Hilfiger?

Nah.

150. What brand do you wear most?

Mango? My brands are random.

151. What do you normally watch on TV?

Cartoons.

152. Do you have any special talents?

I can fly.

153. What's your favorite sport?

Soccer.

154. Can you swim?

Okay la.

155. Can you play a musical instrument?

Yeah – tuba, recorder, learning electric guitar now.

156. What star sign are you?

Taurus.

157. Do you prefer public schools or private?

Hmm…

158. Do you care what people think?

Nope…

159. Have you ever shot a gun?

Not a real one… but yea… Ehsan taught me and he said I can make a good marksman :)

160. What's your biggest fear?

Small furry animals, flying roaches.

161. How many hours of sleep do you normally get?

6 hours or more per day.

162. Regular ice or crushed ice?

Hehe any, coz I will eat them anyway.

163. Blue ink or black ink?

Blue.

164. Are your clothes mostly loose or tight fit?

Rather tight fitting. I need to lose weight.

165. Have any piercing?

Ear lobes, I might get more.

166. Gold or silver?

Silver.

167. What kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use?

Dove.

168. Do you blow dry your hair?

Nope.

169. What do you sleep in?

As mentioned tees and long pants.

170. What's the best book you've read?

Books? What are those?

172. Spiderman or Dare Devil?

Spidey. I prefer Batman tho.

173. Have you ever broken a bone?

No.

174. Shower or Bath?

Both…depending on how much time I have.

175. Do you have any cavities?

I don’t think so.

176. Have you ever worn braces?

Yeps, horrid.


177. What do you live in?

A mouse hole.

178. Would you choose true love or to be rich?

Erms.. rich…hehe…


179. Do you have Cable?

Nopes.

180. Do you play any computer games?

Yea, ever since I took that Games Module.


181. How long did it take you to finish this?

Hehe… I didn’t count.

 
     
Butterfly Kisses
 
top two reasons for getting a pet   
01:23pm 29/12/2007
 
mood: sick
Having a pet because I am lonely? Hmm...

Nowadays lots of people have got a pet. What decides about buying a pet or not? In my opinion the thing is that the society feels lonely. Chasing money takes a lot of time. That is why we fewer arrange meetings, get to know new people, fall in love, etc. Happily we have our pet, who is always at home, waiting for us, whom we can stroke or play with whenever we want.

Unfortunately, a pet usually means also disadvantages. Take as an example a dog. Actually it is one of our best friends, but he needs care. Everyday he needs to be fed and taken out. Moreover having a dog enlarges our expenses. But for those three things we have something else, something much better – friendship that is between a human and a animal. That gives lots of benefits, like having a friend who will never disappoint you, who will always take care about you and your home.

On the other hand, there are some people who buy extreme animals, as an example – a spider. In that case we cannot talk about loneliness of the owner, but rather about his interests. Surely one cannot stroke it or snuggle up to it. What are the advantages of that animal? In my opinion only the sight and courage. The biggest disadvantage of having that kind of animal is that when it accidentally escapes, it may beat someone and sometimes even kill.

Summarizing, having a pet gives more benefits than inconveniences. We feel better, safer and what is the most important we are not as lonely as we used to be.

(http://www.sciaga.pl/tekst/20834-21-advantages_and_disadvantages_of_having_a_pet)

Having a pet because its "healthy"? Hmm... 

Do you dote on your dog? Do you cater to your cat? Those human-animal bonds can have positive psychological and physiological consequences. 

(http://www.medicinenet.com/script/main/art.asp?articlekey=53868)

 
     
Butterfly Kisses
 
   
11:44pm 28/12/2007
 
mood: sick

Okies having the itchy throat and cough :(

MS Yahoogroups' a total bore, I feel like getting out of it... basically I will simply get emails from them and then without reading, will just delete... the emails are so predictable. 

I need to get out of my semester's project yahoogroups also.

I hate having too many things in my life, I love throwing things out.

Declutter.

I need a pet :(

 

 
     
Butterfly Kisses
 
   
12:27am 28/12/2007
  My Genting/KL trip was uber fun :)

I paid zilch for it. 

I need not worry/think too much about the time/itinery/logistics.

I loved it!

The best part of my Genting/KL trip... hmm okies... was riding the rocket coaster TWICE! Its like this roller coaster where you lie flat on your chest, like superman.......and zoomed around and over and under and being twisted... it was awesome! 

I also sky dived!!!! A fake and induced one by Sky Venture... but it was funnnnnnnnnnnn....... against the 198km/hr wind, and I got a cert for it!

Hmm... Langkawi or Tioman or Bangkok next?

Maybe I should make a list of 100 holiday destinations that I would go with my other half. But now will start with Asia:

(1) Bangkok, Thailand (I think should go into "deeper" areas like Kanchanaburi, been there once, was great)

(2) Tioman/Sibu Island, Malaysia

(3) Seoul, South Korea (I am SOOOO going to the Hallywood sites!)

(4) Tokyo, Japan (been there once during autumn, loved taking the bullet train but felt it was polluted, I think I went to Kyoto also, not too sure. Ehsan might hate it though, he hates fishy/Japanese food... yea he is boring that way)

(5) Bhutan (awfully pretty!)

(6) Hanoi, Vietnam

(7) Delhi/Goa/Kashmir, India

But yea, we are just playing around with Malaysia first...not that it is not fun... all holidays are uber nice with the right company :)

3 years to getting hitched, 5 years to getting children... so within 5 years, I can have 10 holiday destinations...

Oh honeymoon will be in Switzerland... ride on hot air balloons....... 

Oh DHL balloon in Singapore is "shutting down"....
 
     
Butterfly Kisses
 
   
10:21am 21/12/2007
 
mood: content

Okay I am going to go thru my "CCA" life:

Primary school was Choir - They lured us with snacks and drinks, once a week to just stand and sing for 2 hours or so and you get a whole goodie bag of nice stuff, every week. I was a librarian for a while because I wanted the librarian badge (ok, when you're that age you're pretty weird - I like to wear alot of badges), to add on to my collection of badges. But I was never interested in the "monitor" or "prefect" roles because I felt that they are simply doing the tasks that teachers are being paid to do. That is free child labor.

Secondary school was first Choir for a year but then I grew sickeningly sick of it. It then became Band because I wanted to get A1 and learn and instrument. TKGSSB back then was THE BAND to be in. Anyway really bled blood and sweated a lot of sweat for it - We achieved the best symphonic band in Singapore for the year 2001. The FIRST girl band ever to do that, Girl Power! Had great seniors and juniors, love them all to bits! The morning runs, the recess practices, the scolding sessions, overseas trips, the endless practice sessions (3 times a week, more when competition/concerts are approachings, on Saturdays will be a full day). I had never worked so hard! The great reunions we had. In short, my secondary school life equates to band life. I was not really sure what was being taught in school or who my other classmates are really life. Would sometimes doze off during class. Band matters and nothing else. I was brainwashed... hehe but I loved every minute of it! 

Polytechnic, oh man, I became totally crazy! It was THE period where my self esteem was the highest. I did not care what people think, I just want to do what I want. Sold Tupperware, met long lasting friends, do silly stuff... was actually the Vice President of French Club (how did THAT happened?), I so totally miss the food from NP! Was in BP-NP Mentoring, it was nice to tutor the kids there. Joined weird stuff like falg day, participated in organizing student orientation, leadership camps... it was so rojak and fun. I really enjoyed studying biz. I think I only got a Silver award for CCA tho :( and altho was in Director's list for my graduation year, I missed the merit cert :( c'est la vie... I really miss my crazy friends and my language (Spanish and French) lessons which I took up AFTER school hours. 

NUS was suddenly stuck in the Malay Muslim groups. PBM and MS. I did LUMW for PBM, overall I felt it was alright altho I was bitchy (normal la). Then joined the MS exco (only GOD knows why I did that!) and spent alot of time waiting and listening. I was really happy to be out of it because then I could email controversial things in the MS yahoogroups with no guilt - we were supposedly supposed to "behave" during our term and not do silly stuff. But I love doing silly stuff you see. Anyway met capable and reliable people like Banz, Hakim, Fiza and Fatma. Oh, the syura thing was fun but then it gets pretty "I want to kill myself, why did I get myself into this?" sort of mood because Hakim dragged it :( OH and of course IAP - wonderful babes and guys!

After MS was actually OVERWHELMING. I accidentally joined the StompAids competition with a group of superb girls (the SeXtremers!). I truly enjoyed it and feel that I should do something for AIDs patients but have yet to do anything :( Did attend a talk by Marina Mahathir on AIDS, Gender and Religion. Then this DDB Apprentice thing, it was accidental as well. But things are going pretty good, today's the deadline. Met interesting characters and able to "practice" my marketing skills that are so rusty by now, again. 

Okay suddenly I am wondering about Fadzrun's "teach Ain Society's youths about AIDS" sort of thing... maybe I should sms or should I wait for him to?

School so far has been alright, have decided to take honours, no matter what type it is but NOT going to do any independent study because it is a waste of time. Some people deliberately choose not to have any CCAs in their University life, I think they are simply boring (unless they have activities OUTSIDE school). You only will learn alot, the wider your social network and interaction is. 

Tomorrow, off to Genting/KL trip :) Going to pass up my Marketing Proposal for DDB at 3.30pm SMU and then meet Ehsan up. 

Going to discuss the pre-nups with him during the trip, shop alot, watch alot of movies, eat alot... just have crazy fun :) before the results come out.....

I think life is awesome!

Alhamdulilllah.

Thank You GOD :)

 
     
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07:02am 20/12/2007
 
mood: relieved


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03:33pm 19/12/2007
  am trying online oracle stuff, pretty interesting. it is a mix of cards (like tarots) but you will ask a specific question in mind before choosing... okay it is like tarots... hehehe...

i realized my lappy space is getting too small... 3% left or something.

not been feeling good lately.

oh well, should just do nothing and think of nothing today.

tip of the day: if you get an insect - lalat or whatever "lost" in your head, swing your head violently and then lie down quickly.

an advance happy aidiladha to all muslims!
 
     
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06:23pm 17/12/2007
   i am definitely screwed. 

thank God i am an eternal optimist.

oh but a bitchy arly it an extremely spiteful and dangerous arly.

can't wait for saturday!

blow worries away..........................................
 
     
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10:55am 13/12/2007
 
mood: hungry
Okay I have decided not to fume about DDB Apprentice any more since it will be over (momentarily) by Monday :)

Interestingly, I have been doing whatever I want and not think too much about it :) yeay!

Yesterday went to Yew Tee - Gwen's house to visit her mum with Mei. Got her some vitamins. We then went to the nearby Macs, I totally missed McSpicy Chicken and the fries! It was nice, being in their company and just chatting about nothing. Too bad I had to rush everyone coz I had a meeting at SMU... ok I will bitch about THAT once all is over. 

Or maybe, I will just forget that DDB ever happened hurhur...

Do you know that there is porn by pregnant ladies? Apparently, some guys like to suck the milk of lactating ladies.

They say that some women become hornier during pregnancy - something to do with the hormones, sensitive nipples, breasts, clit and the amniotic fluid seems to push down your uterus... so somehow you are able to experience multiple orgasms...

I love being a woman then :)

Just slightly more than one week to my trip :)

Ok, time to bug Muz for the photos from Parvin's house warming... mannn I need to own a house like hers *dreams*, but must I really wait till I have 3 almost grown up children? Life is hard in Singapore.......
 
     
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